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It has been said that there is no such thing as an original idea. I wonder. Douglas Adams pointed out that any question holds its answer in its DNA – in forming the question, the answer is predefined, by things

Posted in Discontinuity, Life

Delta Squared

I know myself as an element of change – and further than that, of transformation, where the result is not comparable or measurable in terms of the starting point. The perspective is different. Even the eyes I see with have

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When you can’t make sense of how you feel

I have no real-world evidence for what I am about to say. Just what makes sense for me from a little bit of reading, a lot of observation and a few conversations with friends whose eyes have widened with recognition

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Posted in Depression, Life

Watching my life unravel

This has been an interesting year for me. I’ve had a sense of something big coming, but have no idea what. In an accelerating rush, the last four months have continued the process that began on 4th September 2010, the

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Posted in Life

To Paul, on the point of separation, thank you

October 26th, 2014. Paul is leaving today, moving back to New Zealand. It is the final point of separation, and time for me to write a tribute to the man I have loved and lived with over the last twenty-seven

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Posted in Relationships

Loss of love

  Do you know this feeling? Bone-cracking sobs waiting inside your body for their outlet, ribs creaking with pain and fatigue whether you let those sobs out or not; the stone that fills your heart so the blood has to

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Irresistible driving compulsion

Imagine this: you’re lying on a carpet, looking around with joy at the world you can see, the world that comes to you. You have an instinct to flex a certain group of muscles in your leg, to move it

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